SOFT ANIMAL : a Fall Temple Retreat at Hope Springs

October 17-19, 2022

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Readings & Poetry

 
  • You do not have to be good.

    You do not have to walk on your knees

    for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.

    You only have to let the soft animal of your body

    love what it loves.

    Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.

    Meanwhile the world goes on.

    Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain

    are moving across the landscapes,

    over the prairies and the deep trees,

    the mountains and the rivers.

    Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,

    are heading home again.

    Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,

    the world offers itself to your imagination,

    calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting -

    over and over announcing your place

    in the family of things.

  • In this mad rush world

    we are gifted

    two words

    two

    little

    words

    I will whisper them to you

    SLOWER STILL

    slower still

    my loves

    the sun wants to linger

    on our skin

    our bodies want to rest

    our breath?

    slower still

    our heart beat?

    slower still

    Let us lie down upon the earth.

    The whole of this

    beautiful world

    has something to say

    but certain languages

    are only heard here

    slower still.

    the trees know

    when we have fully surrendered

    only then they will converse

    slower still,

    my loves

    the press of time holds

    no sway

    here.

    let time pass

    it passes.

    but this cradled

    nowness

    lives.

  • Do not despair

    You hold the memory of

    what it was

    to be whole.

    It lives deep

    in your bones.

    It abides

    in your heart

    that has been torn

    and mended

    a hundred times.

    It persists

    in your lungs

    that know the mystery

    of what it means

    to be full,

    to be empty,

    to be full again.

    I am not asking you

    to give up your grip

    on the shards you clasp

    so close to you

    but to wonder

    what it would be like

    for those jagged edges

    to meet each other

    in some new pattern

    that you never imagined

    that you have never dared

    to dream.

  • Measure the walls. Count the ribs. Notch the long days.

    Look up for blue sky through the spout. Make small fires

    with the broken hulls of fishing boats. Practice smoke signals.

    Call old friends, and listen for echoes of distant voices.

    Organize your calendar. Dream of the beach. Look each way

    for the dim glow of light. Work on your reports. Review

    each of your life’s ten million choices. Endure moments

    of self-loathing. Find the evidence of those before you.

    Destroy it. Try to be very quiet, and listen for the sound

    of gears and moving water. Listen for the sound of your heart.

    Be thankful that you are here, swallowed with all hope,

    where you can rest and wait. Be nostalgic. Think of all

    the things you did and could have done. Remember

    treading water in the center of the still night sea, your toes

    pointing again and again down, down into the black depths.

  • a woman can’t survive

    by her own breath

    alone

    she must know

    the voices of mountains

    she must recognize

    the foreverness of blue sky

    she must flow

    with the elusive

    bodies

    of night winds

    who will take her

    into herself

    look at me

    i am not a separate woman

    i am a continuance

    of blue sky

    i am the throat

    of the mountains

    a night wind

    who burns

    with every breath

    she takes

  • It is a dark fall day.

    The earth is slightly damp with rain.

    I hear a jay.

    The cry is blue.

    I have found you in the story again.

    Is there another word for ‘‘divine’’?

    I need a song that will keep sky open in my mind.

    If I think behind me, I might break.

    If I think forward, I lose now.

    Forever will be a day like this

    Strung perfectly on the necklace of days.

    Slightly overcast

    Yellow leaves

    Your jacket hanging in the hallway

    Next to mine.

  • We forget about the spaciousness

    above the clouds

    but it’s up there.The sun’s up there too.

    When words we hear don’t fit the day,

    when we worry

    what we did or didn’t do,

    what if we close our eyes,

    say any word we love

    that makes us feel calm,

    slip it into the atmosphere

    and rise?

    Creamy miles of quiet.

    Giant swoop of blue.

  • I sometimes forget

    that I was created for Joy.

    My mind is too busy.

    My Heart is too heavy

    for me to remember

    that I have been

    called to dance

    the Sacred dance of life.

    I was created to smile

    To Love

    To be lifted up

    And to lift others up.

    O’ Sacred One

    Untangle my feet

    from all that ensnares.

    Free my soul.

    That we might

    Dance

    and that our dancing

    might be contagious.

  • You have been telling people that this is the Eleventh Hour, now you must go back and tell the people that this is the Hour. And there are things to be considered…

    Where are you living?

    What are you doing?

    What are your relationships?

    Are you in right relation?

    Where is your water?

    Know your garden.

    It is time to speak your truth.

    Create your community.

    Be good to each other.

    And do not look outside yourself for your leader.

    Then he clasped his hands together, smiled, and said, “This could be a good time! There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are being torn apart and will suffer greatly. Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above the water.

    And I say, see who is in there with you and celebrate. At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves. For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey come to a halt.

    The time of the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves! Banish the word ’struggle’ from your attitude and your vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.

    We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.

  • Ours is not the task of fixing the entire world all at once, but of stretching out to mend the part of the world that is within our reach. Any small, calm thing that one soul can do to help another soul, to assist some portion of this poor suffering world, will help immensely. It is not given to us to know which acts or by whom, will cause the critical mass to tip toward an enduring good. What is needed for dramatic change is an accumulation of acts, adding, adding to, adding more, continuing. We know that it does not take everyone on Earth to bring justice and peace, but only a small, determined group who will not give up during the first, second, or hundredth gale.

    One of the most calming and powerful actions you can do to intervene in a stormy world is to stand up and show your soul. Soul on deck shines like gold in dark times. The light of the soul throws sparks, can send up flares, builds signal fires, causes proper matters to catch fire. To display the lantern of soul in shadowy times like these -- to be fierce and to show mercy toward others; both are acts of immense bravery and greatest necessity. Struggling souls catch light from other souls who are fully lit and willing to show it. If you would help to calm the tumult, this is one of the strongest things you can do.

    There will always be times when you feel discouraged. I too have felt despair many times in my life, but I do not keep a chair for it. I will not entertain it. It is not allowed to eat from my plate. [...]

    In that spirit, I hope you will write this on your wall: When a great ship is in harbor and moored, it is safe, there can be no doubt. But that is not what great ships are built for.

  • Once in Ohio

    of all places

    I saw

    hundreds of swans

    they came

    out of the sky

    like an orchard

    getting married

    to the dark lake.

    No one knew

    they were coming.

    We heard them we looked up we began shouting.

    They skidded down

    into the water

    which broke and swirled

    in excitement

    embracing their white breasts

    their black feet.

    In the morning

    we returned early

    they were waking

    they were rising up

    their wings creaking and whistling.

    Then they flew away.

    My life in Ohio went on.

    Everything was changed.

    Do you know what I’m saying

    everything

    everything was changed.

 

Read or Listen:

The Serviceberry: an Economy of Abundance by Robin Wall Kimmerer

The Causes of Fall Color (maple leaves can change color hourly. how wild and wonderful is that?)